~*Lite Brite*~

Friday was my b-day! I am now 19. great huh.. Not really. Anywho, that night we went to go see a movie *hitch hikers guide to the galaxy* It was okay. Its more like a nerdy dumb funny. Then after that my baby and I went to Olive garden for dinner. We shared a meal too.. Those plates are way to big for me to just have one by myself. Then saturday may babys boss called *and hes not suppose to start work till monday* anywho his boss called and told him to come in at 5pm. SHit! That sux. But i still went to dinner with my sis and her boyfriend. After that I went home and awaited the return off my prince charming. He didnt get to come home till late so we didnt go out like we planned. I was to tired by then..

Heaven can wait. Its the name of a No kill animal shelter.

My parents are moving to arizona soon. My dad doesn't want any of our animals around when they start to show the house. He thinks maybe if they were there, they wont sell the house for as much or at all. I moved out over 5 months ago, and they still have my cat because my boys roomie Hates cats. He wont let me have her here. And since I cant have her here, and my dumb sister in law and brother cant watch my cat until my parents get a house down there and move in so they can take here back, we have to give her up. *cries* Im not giving up my cat, she is one of the only things that kept me together for the past 5-6 years. I found my cat in my old apartments. She was a stray. And im not gonna let her get left behind again. And I already had to give a cat up to the pound before, and a pound that does kill, because my dad couldnt take her and my grandma hated cats. I guess i just have bad luck with them.. =( My cats name is Trippy. <3

Okay, millions of things have happend this I wrote in this last. Justin dumped me, or in other words, ignored me and then told me I was scarying him cuz I alwayz went to his work to say hi to him. HeLLO! I worked right next door to him, it was kinda hard NOT to go to his work. Asshole told me to never speak to him again. Okay, so since that, never talked to him again. It was kinda hard at first because I still really like him. Owell, GUYS! UGH!

Well, I met a kid at school. His name is Alika. We went out one weekend, he kissed me that night dropping me off at home. He called the next day and asked if that was okay that he kissed me, I said that was very okay. Well this started going in a very good direction. We were always with one another. I was alwayz at his house over night and till late at night. At this point I kept going over things in my head about him. I was in love with him. But was I really? Was it just lust? Well, after 3 months alika tells me he loves me one night laying in bed. I was sooo happy and releaved and just words cannot explain it. I was finally in love with somone after soo long. And he was in love with me too. After that, I moved into his apartment with him and his roomie adam. And that is were I still am. We already made plans for the future. I love him and Im going to marry this guy. I really want to. I know this for sure. Im just so happy. =)

In a couple of months my parents will be moving to Arizona. BLAH! This is going to be so scary. I dont want them to leave. I dont know if i'll be able to handle this.. Well, I might be able to, but I dont want to. They need to stay here with me. I need my mom. But their not happy here. I have to let them go. They have to take my cat to. Alikas roomie HATES cats. That so makes me cry everything time i think about it. It SUX!!! fuck.. =( blah. O well. I'll just have an excuse to go on a road trips alot.. =) And last night I had a tire blow out on my car.. =( Scared the shit out of me. I cried soo much. lol yeah I get very upset when bad shit happens to my car.. =( arggg.. O well, something good will be happening very soon to it.. Hopefully. My baby said he is going to buy me lowering springs for my car for my bday! yay!!! that will be a very good day when i get those things on if he gets them for me. =) o\kay im done blabbin for now.. shoots

Milk n oreos
milk n oreos
are so yummie
to my little tummie
I eat them now
I eat them when im down
I eat them in my room
I eat them in the noon
I'll eat them anytime anywhere,

BUT I WILL NOT EAT GREEN EGGS N HAM...... SAM I AM!


YOU KNOOOOOWW! that is pimp.. Dr. Seuss style.. say wuuuuuuut! hehahaha

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I took my neice and my sister n law to the strip last night, and out of nowhere my neice starts saying the kutest and funniest thing ever to people. and she came up with the greatest pick up line.."Anyone wanna go to the doctors and get some candy" and there "Anyone wanna go to the casino and get some root beer" hahahha shes soooo kute. says all kinds of great lil things *hot skater boys* *chillen* *hey now* *hey girlfriend*
I think she listens to me and her mom talk to much.. hahah =) MINI ME!

So yah, i had cramps so bad today, i had to go home from work.... =( and then they got so0o0 busy. I feel so bad for them. But 0 well, i couldnt handle it anymore. I only got about 5 hours in..eh, i'll make it up. So i came home and took some pain pills. It worked, im fine now; except im so exhausted n tired from work. My dad says i look it so much these days. Work is getting to me. But o well, i gotta do what i gotta do. =/ ick. I work 9 hours a day.. pretty kewl! get paid very little though.. blah 7.50 an hour! well i get tips too. but that only ranges from like 1-5 buck a day.

Its saturday night. Im gonna be stuck home, and thats just wonderful, o well, maybe i'll just go catch up on some of my lost sleep i've been losing lately. Some friends I have. Shit yeah I dont have any true friends. Well yes i do, but i cant see them on the terms of none of them or me having a car.. =(

I wanna go to the races, but i think saturday night races are just pointless now. Too many people*nice to see all these car enthusiats though* sorry i cant spell that. And dumb cops are finally catching on to this. So all we do is run, run, and more running. But its the thrill of you knowing your going to get caugh or could that keeps you going. Its a nice game of cat n mouse. I love it.

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SoOoOOOo HOT! heheh I love him. Hes a great actor!

Never felt so stuck.feel like idont know what to do. im lost. I need help. help with what? i dont know. help with everything. I guess this year is the most important is my life right now and with that im stressing; badly which mixes everything else up bad. i dont know. I just , blah feel hopeless again. i canthandle everything that is going on. too much fo rme. i want to leave. by myself, to walk, drive (which i cant cuz no car) get away from everyone i know and everyone who doesnt. i watnt no one around i want to think. to no tthink. just be peaceful for a few. so i fi ever disappear and i have a have then. mt. charlston is were i'll be.

I need my mom right now.. =( Really bad *cries*

I came to the conclusion that Im really not happy. Yeah I laugh and smile alot but inside, Im not happy. I guess I wont be for awhile until I get everything settled and complete. Alwayz rushed, no time for myself, under pressure, and just wanting to cry and scream ALOT. I have a feeling Im going to go back to the way I use to be. Not good. But, if I can get things done easier than hey, why not?.


will be continued....

Yeah, blahblahblah... so annoyed with people.. so annoyed..haters! big haters man. anywho, I got heelz.. sexie!! hahah and I just got my braces tightend this morning a0nd they hurt.. =(